MY THOUGHTS ON THIS JOURNEY SINCE 2016
"...For what is a man what has he got, If not himself then he has nought, To say the things he truly feels, And not the words of one who kneels...The record shows I took the blows, And did it my way"...Paul Anka (1969).
Before I was even fertilised in my mother's womb, I was being indoctrinated into 'The Bible'. When I was fertilised, whilst I was growing, I heard The Word of gOD and it became part of my core. When I was born, I was taken To The Church of gOD every Saturday whether I liked it or not. I had to live according to The Word of gOD whether I liked it or not.
It wasn't all bad, as a young child I got to learn about Adam and Eve, the miracles that gOD did to save us - his children because he loved us. I also got to learn that this life wasn't the end of it all because gOD loved us so much he'd sent his son Jesus to die for our sins, and one day Jesus was going to come back and take us away from this rot. When this happened, we would all live in this beautiful place where there would not be any more evil people doing evil things to each other, and we would all get along. The best part of all of that, was God would be there with us. He was our Creator and he was going to be with us for always and we would never have to worry about anything ever again. So this weekly visit to the church was the least I could do to show my appreciation and love in return.
Although church has never been what I expected from God's people, (fighting over titles, fornication, backstabbing, etc), I was taught we had to worship together regardless. So my childhood was spent as a minister's daughter having to set an example for these people - "...because we knew better", when my own parents spent their lives covering up for each other through lies.
Then I became a teenager, and despite my best interests, the people of The Church of gOD always seemed to have that extra time with my parents that I never got to have. They always came before us and I hated it. The last straw was my 'indiscretion' as a teenage mother. I had to fend for myself because of what The Church of gOD thought. Despite this, I had the most beautiful child, I can honestly say (without bias) I have never seen the like. I know every mother thinks this, but my beautiful child attracted strangers in the street who just gave me money because he was more than just a stunner. I have the pictures to prove it. He was/is such a blessing. Anyway, time went by and I returned to The Church of gOD and was 'forgiven' for my behaviour.
Then one day, at a church in Nottingham, UK, my whole vibrational rate at church changed. I entered a church and my very soul was shaking. In any event, I sat down (still shaking) and witnessed the exorcism of a man claiming possession. When he was 'restored' to himself, the man had gratitude/concern for his so called newly found 'redemption'. He simply got up and greeted the congregration. Something was wrong. Not only with me, but with this whole religion. The cracks of Christianity had become untreated pot holes.
The years went by and I continued to question this within self. Parenthood, uni, work etc took over, yet it would not rest. I am a person of logic and reason, yet my life has literally been saved more times than I can count by 'self' and 'the unexplainable' and I was not going to let this go. I had put it down to the mercy of God and his protective angels, yet there was something more, something else. Something was missing, the bible does not add up and I wanted to get to the bottom of it.
More recently, 2016 I went to a church function and there it was again...this shaking. My soul is not happy at The Church of gOD. Why? Was I possessed? Around the same time I had a window of opportunity to put my thoughts down on paper and began this website.
Now what do I find? That religion has indoctrinated the population of the planet since time began. Religion has been the cause of persecution, torture, war, death and destruction for billions if not trillions of people from day one. These people were victims of and/or were fighting for their right to pray, to worship, to live according to their belief. They died for their faith and a god that turns out to be The Anunnaki/Demon/Fallen Angels no matter what religion you follow. These victims of religion have died for something they believed in that is A LIE.
I have spent my life so far under the deception of religion worshipping a fake god that has no power over me, is not my king, is definitely not my soul's Creator, nor The Creator of All. Jesus, is not my messiah, he is an artificially inseminated Anunnaki/demon child, who promised fake immortality to those who followed him. Lucifer is a force of energy 'Lucyfer', and the church is a fraud with ministers who claim to be ordained by gOD acting as false prophets to the masses. In all their years of ministry they have never questioned what the bible actually says. As a child I could see this and did they listen? The masses are so embroiled in the construct of racism including subjects on whether Jesus was black or Jesus was white, they have missed the main issues here. HE's NOT THE MESSIAH.
The R.C. Church/Vatican knows this. The Illuminati know this. The Jesuits know this. There are people out there in positions of political power that know this and what do they do about it? NOTHING. They let these people carry on fighting and dying because they do not care. They let The Jesuits continue funding 'The War on Terror', and then feed the public whatever story they choose to.
235 people were blown to bits in a mosque in Egypt the other day (24 Nov '17) - 235 people. What of their children, their family, their futures. These people went to pray. They went to pray to their god and they never saw their family again. Those families are still in mourning and suffering over the loss of their loved ones. How can this be allowed to continue? How? This is not life, this not humanity.
What do we here in the UK when we see this on the news? Switch over the channel afterwards and decide we're not going to see the pyramids until things 'calm down'. What do we worry and fight and squabble about over here? BREXIT, immigration and the law. Where's the comparison? If these people in power are allowed to continue with their agendas, there will be none of us left with a future, never mind BREXIT. Where is the priority on 'The Global Preservation of Human Life'? WHERE? Yet anyone with a political voice who 'dares speak' is assassinated or labelled a terrorist, anyone else who is a threat, questions or does not conform is sacked, 'set-up' as a paedophile/discredited/ostracized, put in a straight jacket, deemed an alcoholic or drug user, brought to financial ruin, conveniently end up in fatal 'accidents' or conveniently commits suicide etc. etc. etc.
Ask yourself. "Is this the future we're all looking forward to, where anyone who speaks the truth is ridiculed whilst the majority sit back and 'watch the game'? Have I given away my right to the truth so freely? Am I willing to follow those in leadership who are ready to take away my voice and that of anyone else's for speaking the truth?" I'm not. I'm not in it. I am not the type of person to become aware of 'THE LIE OF RELIGION' and keep my mouth shut.
THERE IS 'NO CALMING OF THIS SEA'.
I AM A 'CHILD OF THE ULTIMATE POWER AND I AM NOT AFRAID OF THE ANUNNAKI/DEMONS etc. OR THEIR MINIONS'.
I am the one who wears the armour of The Ultimate Power. I am the one who truly believes 'the truth shall set us free'.
I am the one who is ready to fight for the truth.
I am the one who is not afraid and believes.
I am the one - who will become a nation.
So I await my sniper (metaphorically speaking), and in the meantime, I will...
!!!!FIGHT FOR THE TRUTH!!!!